This year marks my 16 year being in Kpop. From the humble downloading music videos and songs, to finally able attending concerts and buying merch. It has been a long 16 years since I was introduced into Kpop. I have passed a lot of scandals, member departures, and so on and so forth. But nothing hits bad like this one. I remember the first time I cried so badly was when Jonghyun passed away back in 2017. It hurts me so deep and I cried all day of losing that beautiful soul. I never knew the member of the first group I stanned chose to end his own life. The second time I cried so bad when Sungjin was diagnosed of having a mental health issue then took a hiatus. Sungjin was never really online back in the days, the hiatus added more lack of content than he actually was. Then he suddenly appeared out of nowhere on his way to his military camp. There I cried a river again. Although I am glad that he's back with so much improvement on every aspects. When Jae decided to leave DAY6 and JY